Solitude

Sometimes we just need to get away...

See a park bench?

Sit on it.

Remenice your day.

Think about what you did,

What you could do better. 

Ever looked to your left or your right? 

There's beauty all around us. 

Go here. 

Look what god has created for you. 

Magnificent.

Take a stroll in the city 

Look around you. 

Isn't it pretty? 

Sometimes you may not think so. 

Learn to appreciate, learn to love. 

Cause once something happens to you, you can't help but beg for mercy. 

Now is the time to be thankful for this. 

God gave us earth. 

God gave us birth. 

We're here to live.

We're here to love. 

Like 2 little turtle doves. 

Don't let others tell you what to do. 

Just do you. 

Be true to yourself, 

Before you're true to others. 

Take a step back and realize, 

Your a lover.

Lover of nature,

Lover of creation, 

Lover of a bigger purpose. 

Some may not see that,

But you do. 

You see potential in just being you. 

You just gotta love what you see and love what you do. 

You're in pain. 

Feeling like you've been slain. 

By god our creater? 

Never. 

Never would he give you something you can't handle.

He gives you nature. 

Nature gives you hope. 

He's watching you. 

He knows YOU. 

Just take a minute and appreciate, 

Or it could be to late. 

Give life a meaning. 

Use it, 

Don't abuse it. 

Look around. 

Not the ground. 

But up. 

Around us there is hope. 

So various, so beautiful, so new. 

So strange is our world, 

So glorious.

But not without you. 

Solitude my friends is a beautiful thing, 

Take a moment to get out and sing. 

You're important. 

You matter. 

You have purpose. 

You are that one thing. 

Realize it. 

You've been given everything. 

Pain is temporary, quitting lasts forever. 

Just remember to never say never.

People think depression is sadness. People think depression is

crying. People think depression is dressing black. But people are

wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. Being numb


to emotions, being numb to lie. You wake up in the morning just to

go back to bed again. Days aren't really days; they are just

annoying obstacles that need to be faced. And how do you face them?


Through medication, through drinking, through smoking, through

drinking, through smoking,through drugs, through cutting. When your

depressed, you grasp onto anything that can get you through the day.

That's what depression is, not sadness or tears, it's the

overwhelming sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can

help you make it from one day to the next.

PULLED.

PUSHED.

USED.

ABUSED.

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

ever feel like you're a slave to your own mind? Every thought every move. Is it really you?

ever feel like you've had enough?

ya life sucks sometimes.

sometimes you just gotta put on a mask and go through the day with nobody knowing all the pain locked away.

seeing people happy is bad enough knowing that inside you know you've had it rough.

you have to see to believe that hope exists. or is it just something told in myths.

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WHY DO GIRLS SAY ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME?
WHY DO GUYS SAY GIRLS ARE ALL THE SAME?
WE ARE ALL DIFFERENT AREN'T WE?

I don't know. how should I know? at least that's what my parents or any adults would say.

Why is being different so good..but so wrong?

Why does being accepted matter?

Some people are accepted because they are different.
Some people are rejected because they are different.

why
why
why

my mind is all over the place I just wanna know if being different is bad or good?

Do we strive to be different? or remain the same? or is it all just a game?

We should be different. We were made different.

We all have different fingerprints yet why do we want someone elses?

If you can't stand up stand up stand out -Mike Schlappi

Look out into the world. What do you see? I

don't know maybe ENDLESS POSSIBILITY? Let's

celebrate our differences and not look back

on mistakes. We need to realize that being

different is okay.

I

think

its

okay

to

be

different

don't

you?

Look up

Do you ever look up in the sky? 

Maybe ask god why? 

Why?

Why me why me? 

Why does this happen to me? 

Why why why? 

Why can't I just talk to that guy? 

Why can't I just jump and fly? 

Why don't I try...? 

Try to be better, try to be different... 

So many demands so much pressure.. 

No time to just look up. 

Look up to the sky, you have to try 

God will help you my oh my.

Those three little words

Love is what makes you wanna throw up.

Seeing people in love also makes me wanna throw up. 

The butterflies make me sick. 

So what if I feel sick? 

I love love. 

I'm sick of being in love. 

I'm sick of love that doesn't go anywhere. 

I wanna know what love is. 

I wanna know why love exists. 

What's the purpose if love?

Why is it so frowned upon but such a beautiful thing? 

We all feel it why don't we just live it.

Love is patient, love is kind, love is sure a stupid state of mind 

What seem to be the littlest words have the biggest impact on ME. Enough with the taunting the teasing. What good does it do. Just be true and be you. Be real and don't be afraid to feel. Other people? screw them cause its not their deal. Ya feel?

Live to care, care to Live

Do you see this list. It's one we all have. It's probably the biggest lie we tell ourselves. Why? We don't want to hurt anyone. Especially the ones we love. Saying I don't care is the easiest escape from everything. It's a lie. You do care. People that have screwed you over. YOU CARE. People you loved or still love. YOU CARE. People that broke your heart. YOU CARE. The longer you act like you don't care then what is life. What is living. Living means caring. Caring means loving. Loving means your alive. We are here to do big things. It all starts with caring.
You care.
You are cared for.
You are loved.
You have purpose.
You matter. 
All you need is a little TLC. Give that and you will receive it.

Crayons

I was never much of a crayon person. I was always the kid trying to get the markers. Markers would make me feel like a big kid. More mature. Why in the hell did I think that was a good thing? Crayons are childhood. First drawings are made with crayons. Crayons are essential its what we all learn with. Why are crayons so important though? They create artists, scientists, hipsters you name it. It gives you the ability to create something completely your own. Its you and wax wrapped in paper. See where it will take you. That's the first step. Let your creativity shine through a couple of scribbles. You'll be surprised what you can accomplish.

My soul has been feeling torn lately. I feel as if I have been ripped to shreds by the people I most care about. I feel that I'm alone in this life and whos to say we aren't all alone. I just feel like getting so hurt by the people you love sucks. I wanna stop hurting. I almost want to stop feeling and caring so much. My  heart has been stretched and pulled and ripped.Sometimes I don't know how it comes back together so easily. My heart seems to forgive so easily that I just continue to get hurt and I don't truly know what it feels like to be happy? Happiness is a longshot for me. Maybe one day I will actually find it.

WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE HUMAN? does it mean we have to watch the superbowl? does it

mean we have to travel to Mexico and build houses? Or does it mean just being nice to someone you

see in the hall? It could even mean just going through the motions everyday? It could mean anything

but I'll let you know what it means to me...

Being human to me is a great thing. I believe that being human means to connect. Making people

smile. Knowing you made an impact on someone even if it was only one person. Improving

someones quality of life. Being able to say you saved someone.

I've tried really hard to love everyone. Making someone's life different makes me happy. Thats the

little light I have amidst all the darkness in my life. Making people happy is what I do to be human

and to be a better human. Everyone deserves a little light in there life. Even though my life isn't full

of happiness i enjoy bringing it to others.