know why though. I feel like I haven't had a way to express myself.
I think this is the perfect opportunity. Let me just start and say
that I'm really pissed because I had a really good first post but it
got deleted. It made me really mad but it's okay I still have a lot
to say... or a lot I want to say. I have a hard time opening up to
people and just having a way to express my feelings with nobody
judging me feels really good.
This blog will be good for me I almost really needed something like
this. My friends don't really get me. I know they are there for me
but I know they don't understand the things that I do and heck
neither do I. I need a safe place to be creative and have no
judgements so I can truly be myself. I feel like Paris is the
ultimate get-away. I wish I could get away but this seems to be the closest thing to getting away. I feel like my soul has been in the shadows way to long.
Its nice to be able to show people what your made or to do things
that people said you couldn't. This intro probably seems like I'm
rambling on but I just have a lot to say. I enjoy seeing the beauty
in things and people. For me I hide in the darkness and the light is
just within my reach. It is attainable but I'm just not there yet. I
chase a million things that I want but still come out empty handed.
I have goals but I never seem to accomplish them. A lot is due to
pressure that I have in my life.
I hope maybe with this blog I could maybe be an inspiration of some
sort. If I'm not thats fine I don't need peoples approval only their
respect. We're all coming into this not knowing what to expect.
There's no one to judge us we are utterly alone. Is it good or is it
bad? Being alone to express the creativity inside you has never
sounded like a bad thing. It's a scary good thing.
